1.29 – Super Ethical Reality Climax II



The sounds of shouting and metal banging echo through the halls of the second floor growing louder as we get closer to our target. Grunts make up most of the sounds but screams of pain and threats of death pierce through every so often. If we were in a horror movie, this would be the part where everything gets quiet, and the killer appears behind us but that isn’t the case here. The sounds of violence just get louder as we move forward. They grow loudest when we enter what looks like an old cafeteria and spot the commotion.

Bodies litter the floor as no less than a dozen people fight each other with no real teams. Gun shots, swords, fists, everything seems to be in play. We watch as a man is thrown from a catwalk and sent crashing down through a table below. The two that stand out the most are a woman with orange and black dreadlocks, dressed in all black with a long trench coat that features pulsating lights. She moves through the crowd effortlessly countering attacks with quick finishing blows. The other is a massive man dressed similar to the swordsman Daamin fought. His mask seems to be a luchador mask with no visible holes for eyes, nose or mouth, but he doesn’t seem to be bothered. The two lock eyes as the number of fighters dwindles. The masked man headbutts a player before grabbing another by the neck and tossing them across the room as if they weighed nothing causing them to bounce off the wall and stop moving. He grips a woman by her hair while kicking a man in his chest before smashing her head into his knee. The woman dressed in black delivers two quick punches and a kick that sends a man to the ground motionless. The two finally lock eyes as the lone fighters left standing.  

There’s a pause as the two survey the room. Both glance at our group but pay us no mind before stepping forward. The woman in black starts with some heavy hands but the huge man in the luchador mask seems unbothered. It’s a fight of skill against power. The man in the luchador mask retaliates with one bug punch that sends the woman to the ground. He follows up with a big kick to the ribs. She tosses a grenade that starts to spew smoke. He picks up the grenade without pause crushing it between his hands before smoke can cloud his view. She takes the opportunity to rush him and sweep the legs to drop him on his back. A quick flurry of punches rains down on his head causing him to finally protect himself. A quick headbutt sends breaks him free of her control and he’s back to his feet. She struggles to her knees but he doesn’t move forward, he allows her to stand. She shakes her head like a boxer trying to regain composure after being knocked down before spitting blood onto the ground. He makes the first move this time throwing heavy punches that she can only deflect. Two big haymakers to the body stumble her again, but she doesn’t quit. He follows up with two more to the head and a kick to the chest that drops her to her knees. She stands and quickly puts her arms up to defend against a flurry of haymakers that we just witness drop so many others. It’s breathtaking the way she fights; the continuous movement when she should have been defeated already. She manages to dodge a punch completely and return with three of her own to the head. A running kick sends the behemoth into a wall where she unleashes a relentless barrage of punches to the body and head. She slows for just a moment allowing him to place a knee into the center of her chest dropping her once again. This time he lifts her above his head and takes a running start before flinging her headfirst into the opposite wall.

“Do you wish to be the next to die,” the man asks without looking at us. When we don’t respond he turns to face us. “Do you not have the spirit to face me?”

“I’ll go,” Daamin steps up.

“No, you just fought. Give your health time to recover,” I equip Excalibur II. “I’ll take care of him.”

“I can match him with size and strength,” Daamin puts his hand over my gun.

“I’ll take you both,” the masked man spreads his arms wide.

“Guys,” Kai steps forward. “I’ve got this one.”

“Are you insane,” I ask.

“I’m a man, I don’t need to be rescued. I came here the same way you all did.”

“He’s going to kill you Kai.”

“When you live, your life will end sooner or later. The body will return to the earth. Grass and flowers will grow on top of it. The soul will nourish the hearts and it will love in the hearts of other people,” Kai summons a dozen of his micro drones.

Before we can stop him Kai rushes forward and launches into a kick, bouncing off the man’s chest, doing no damage. It isn’t as graceful but his drones are there to make sure he lands smoothly and rushes back in for two face shots and several to the gut, all getting no response but laughter. A massive backhand sends Kai crashing into one the cafeteria tables. He manages to move out of the way at the last second as the table is smashed by the masked man bringing down both hands. One of Kai’s drones flies in at high speed slamming into the masked man’s face. Kai manages to dodge several more punches as his drones provide cover and land their own blows. I spot most of Kai’s drones up near the ceiling in a circular formation flashing several odd symbols but nobody else seems to have spotted them. The man grabs Kai by the arm and tosses him into another table. Kai recovers quickly, using his drones to get to the balcony. One of his drones flies in for another hit only for the masked man to clap and smash it between his hands. The masked man begins trying to make his own way to the balcony, piling furniture and climbing up.  

Once up top he slowly backs Kain to a corner. Kai lands a series of punches that do no good. I’m worried about him now; a fist fight has never been his style. The only comfort I have in watching his HP dip is the group of drones now moving faster near the ceiling. The masked man wraps his hands arounds Kai’s throat and hangs him over the railing. I’ve seen enough and equip a rifle, but Daamin blocks my view. I’m forced to watch as Kai is tossed to the ground where he bounces off the concrete floor. I make a move to intervene, but Daamin again holds me back. Kai struggles to sit up as the masked man leaps from the balcony and approaches for the finish blow. Kai only points to the sky as he sits on the ground defeated. The masked man pays no attention and continues towards Kai. His pointing grows more frantic until the man is in front him. Finally, the masked man looks up only for a massive beam of blue light to rush over him sent down by the drones. I’m forced to look away as the light becomes too bright. When I can see again the masked man is there on the ground, burned and scarred, completely defeated.

I rush over to Kai and kneel next to him, “Are you okay? That was the coolest shit you ever did. Do you need me to help you stand,” I’ve got a hundred questions. “How did you do that?”

“I had my drones analyze the fight and make a plan,” Kai wraps an arm around my neck as I help him stand.  

“That was really cool.”

“Go ahead and tell me one more time, just to stroke my ego,” Kai leans on me.

“It was amazing to watch you really let loose.”

“Yeah, sucks that I didn’t get a key.”

“Doesn’t matter, you were awesome.”

“Oh, you’re making me blush,” Kai forces a smile.

“Whatever, just don’t make me worry like that again.”

“Oh, you were worried about me?”

“Shut up before I let you fall.”

Kai gets serious, “please don’t let me go.”

“Yeah, that’s why I thought.”

1.28 - Super Ethical Reality Climax I


 

Pulling up outside the building and it’s instantly recognizable as a jail. A large futuristic looking jail, but that’s still a jail. I’ve never been eager to go into a jail and that’s why I’ve never been. I’m not even eager to hang around with police officers. I always feel the need to be on guard around them, can never tell what they’re up to. The first floor is full of cracked concrete floors, blood stains covering peeling walls, police reports spread across the floor and pipes dripping various colored liquids and goops. Still, it’s set up as a lounge with vending machines, couches and televisions. Several players sit around resting and discussing what they’ve seen in the game. Large neon signs of pink and green lead us through the ground floor of the jail.  

There’s no speaking, we’re all deep in thought as we make our way through the jail. We could really die here. I’m sure I’m not the first person to think about taki
ng a one-way ticket out of life. Kai and I used to joke about it all the time as teens and even in our early twenties. But that was a long time ago, and this is different. If I do this, I might die; if I don’t I still might die. It’s a die or die situation. I think that’s weighing on everyone’s mind as we walk through here.  

“I just thought of something,” Daamin breaks the silence as we walk.

“What’s that,” Kai asks solemnly.

“This is just The Maze Castle from Yu Yu Hakusho. They went to the castle maze to retrieve the three artifacts,” Daamin laughs.  

“Wow, in the face of death you still manage to be a weeb,” Kai seems shocked.

“Oh Kay, I do love your pop culture references,” Daamin looks to Kay lovingly.

“I’m going to be sick,” I walk ahead of the group.

“Do you want me to hold your hair,” Kai follows knowing I don’t have any hair to hold.  

We come to a stop before a massive set of steel doors that won’t push open. Blue boxes appear before us, a reminder of just how far we’ve come since we got trapped in the game. Kay seems to be surprised as if this isn’t part of her doing. 
 

No more fun and games, it’s do or die now

Reboot is death

Enter at your own risk


A large metal clanging sound echoes through the hallway as the door unlocks. We all know the stakes but none of us move to open the door first. Thoughts of morality can really put a freeze on any momentum that you’ve all gained.

“Alexandre, Kai, we’re men,” Daamin speaks in an unusually deep voice. “Risk is what makes men, if you risk nothing, then you risk losing everything.” Daamin kicks the large doors with a straight sending both doors flying open with force.

“Are you okay,” Kay asks Daamin.

“You wouldn’t understand,” I step up next to Daamin. “If you don’t take risks, you can’t create a future.”

“What could be more beautiful than doing work that puts your soul at risk,” Kai asks from behind us before stepping forward. “Because that’s what’s it means to be alive!”

“Guys, I think we should go back. This is serious and something is going on with you. You’re just going to die if you go forward right now,” Kay pleads.

“Don’t underestimate me,” Daamin shouts at Kay. “I don’t quit, and I don’t run.”

We rush forward into the maze without letting fear cloud our judgement or block our way. That comes to a stop as a flamethrower shoots flames directly in front of us before the first split in the maze. The three of us stop and stand still as Kay catches up. Flames are never as hot as when they’re life threatening.

“What the fuck was that Kay,” I ask?

“There’s traps along the way,” she says without looking at me.

“Not only do we have to fight other players before we get to the bosses, we have to watch for traps too?”

“I told you there was difficulty curve, what did you expect,” Kay acts as if any of this is normal.

“I’ve disabled the traps,” Kai responds before I can say anything else.

“How did you do that,” Kay seems shocked.

“I did steal your debug remote; you evil little witch,” Kai smirks.

“Can you get us GPS to the keys,” I ask.

“Absolutely can,” Kai keys in a few commands before a pulsating purple line appears on the ground directing us to the left.

“Give me my remote,” Kay shouts. “You’re ruining the sanctity of my game!”

“Come take it from me you little animal,” Kai gives her the middle finger before following the line.

Daamin attempts to calm Kay down as we move through with no trouble. His efforts aren’t going well as Kai and I continue to laugh at her fits. Our path to the next floor is blocked by a group of three men, mid lever players. The first has a bald head, black t-shirt, bad tattoos, an expensive fake watch and sweat pants. The second is also bald but bright red and sweating profusely as he wears a polo that is obviously too tight. The third has a receding hairline and dresses like every social studies teacher that gives conspiracy theories too much time in class.

“Hey, we just need to get to the next floor,” Kai says with his hands up. “We’re not looking for a fight.”

“Hey, they’ve got a woman in their group,” the bald guy with bad tattoos speaks up. “That’s irresponsible. You can’t be responsible for something that doesn’t listen to you, you can’t be responsible for a dog if it doesn’t obey you, or a child if it doesn’t obey you, or a woman that doesn’t obey.”

“Yeah, I see what you’re saying, just speak more, I won’t cut you off,” the second bald guy says. “I’m just here to make sure everyone can voice their opinions.”

“You are not going to silence me,” social studies teacher shouts. “You are not going to silence America. The majority of frogs in most areas of The United States are gay now.”

The four of us just look at each other with confusing stares. Kai’s mouth is agape, Daamin keeps running a hand over the scales on his head and Kay is listening as they talk with wide eyes. I wish I had a mirror so that I could see my face.

“I would really like to test my new shotgun,” I voice my opinion to our group.

“I see no problem with that,” Kai replies.

“I always thought your shooting was great,” Kay adds.

“I’ll get whatever is left,” Daamin draws his sword.

I quickly fire off three shots with Excalibur II. Daamin takes a quick stab at social studies guy who refused to die without telling us more about gay frogs. I’m aware that I probably just committed a murder but all of us can agree the world would be better without all three of them.  

The second floor reminds me of a horror movie when they’ve finally found the killer’s lair. Blood and severed body parts decorate the floor. There aren’t any teams that we come across but occasionally we find messages written on the wall. They’re all different, but they give the same message; turn back now or prepare to die. The message is heard loud and clear but we keep going, knowing there’s not going to be another chance.

The pulsating purple line leads us to a large open room where it terminates. Before us sits and old man with long white hair. A black digital visor covers his eyes with a single red ring flashing. He wears a tact vest over his bare chest along with military cargo pants sporting various straps. A white band across his chest holds the katana on his back strapped in place.

The red ring turns green and he speaks, “you’ve come in search of the key?”

“We do,” Daamin replies.

“Then defeat me,” in a single motion the swordsman rises to his feet and draws his katana.

I draw my shotgun, and Kai summons the small spherical drones, but Daamin holds up his hand. “I’ll fight him.”

“You don’t have to fight him alone,” Kai says.

“No, I must, because this is a fight of honor. A fight between men.”

“Dude, look at him. He could kill you,” I add.

“It is foolish to fear what we have yet to see and know,” Daamin draws two of his swords.  

“He has chosen his fate,” The Swordsman speaks.

“It is the fate of us all,” Daamin answers. “The only fate that people share is death.”

“Wise words,” The Swordsman and Daamin begin to circle.  

“This is insane,” Kay shouts.

“You wouldn’t understand, there are things a man has to do,” Kai replies.  

Daamin takes the offensive, two quick swipes but the swordsman dodges. The swordsman returns but Daamin dodges the first, and deflects the second. They pick up speed making use of the entire room as they continue to clash. They meet in the center of the room; sparks fly from both their swords. Each seems to have powered up their swords with electricity. The swordsman takes a wild kick at Daamin’s chest but misses the two are back to their starting position again.  

The swordsman comes down with a heavy swing Daamin side steps before countering with two swings of his own. They clash swords several more times deflecting each other’s swipes. Daamin comes in fast with a swing from his left sword but the swordsman dodges only to have his throat slashed by the right sword. He drops to his knees. The fight is over. The blind swordsman throws a hand full of powder into Daamin’s eyes before rising to take another swing. Daamin manages to dodge it but makes several wild swings unable to see. The swordsman slams an elbow into the back of Daamin’s head dropping him to a knee, causing him to lose a sword in the process. The swordsman kicks away the sword and brings a heavy strike down but Daamin is able to block it with his remaining sword, barely able to keep the sword from coming down on his neck. Daamin draws his third sword from his waist and uses his shoulder to knock the blind swordsman away in a single motion. Daamin launches a furious attack at rapid speeds. The swordsman is unable to block as Daamin side steps and stabs a blade through his chest and uses the other to slice his throat.  

The swordsman kneels as Daamin steps back. He takes large but shallow breaths unable to catch his breath. Reaching into one of his pants pockets he pulls out a key and slides it across the floor to Daamin. Without another word the swordsman nods his head a Daamin before producing a short sword. There’s a pause before he jams the sword into his own gut. The green light on his visor turns slowly to red before blinking several times and vanishing completely.

“You were so brave,” Kay says rushing to Daamin’s side.  

“Fear. That is what we live with. And we live it every day. Only in death are we free of it,” Daamin stares at the key.

“You handle that like a real man,” I pat Daamin on the back.

“A real man,” Kai gives him a thumbs up.

“Seriously, are you all okay,” Kay asks.

1.27 - Lunch Wagon


 

“I miss real food,” Daamin sighs as we eat lunch.

“I know what you mean,” Kai responds.

“Yeah, this stuff tastes great, but there’s no real texture or heat, that’s part of enjoying food,” I add to conversation.

“I’ll make sure to work on food quality in the next update,” Kay responds sarcastically.

“You’re not getting a next update, you’re probably going to jail, for a long time,” I respond casually.

“Ass,” Kay starts.

“Asshole,” I interrupt. “I know, asshole. You need some serious character development.”

We spend the next few minutes joking around as if nothing has changed between us. I laugh and play along but this dynamic is on thin ice. Daamin and Kay are acting like they’re in love again so I guess their car ride went swimmingly. Kay insisted we, “do lunch,” and have this moment because there’s important information about the next piece of code.

“Help, police,” an NPC runs down the street full speed. A gunshot cuts through his shouts for help as he falls forward rolling headfirst. Another NPC digs in his pockets and removes some items before taking off. A few players rush over and strip the dead NPC of any remaining items. I expect Kay to rush over and revive the man the same way she had in The Badlands but she just continues eating.

“You’re not going to do anything,” I ask her.

“Why would I do something?”

“That NPC just died. I know you can revive them.”

“Yeah, but he was killed by another NPC. It’s scripted. It was supposed to happen that way. It’s cyberpunk.”

“It’s murder, that you can reverse.”

“But cyberpunk is supposed to be bleak.”

“Not necessarily. It doesn’t need to be people just getting murdered for no reason.”

“It’s about the exploitation of people by large corporations.”  

“It’s about the struggle between wealth and poverty. A microscope on what is currently happening in our world.”

“That means high crime and murder. It’s cyberpunk.”

“Stop saying it’s cyberpunk,” I slam my fist down on the table.

Kai puts his hand over my first, “Dre, calm down. You know she’s screwed up in the head.”

He’s right, she is screwed in the head. I don’t even know why I’m arguing with here. Honestly, I don’t even know why I’m mad. It’s not as if I care about the definition of cyberpunk or an NPC dying in a scripted event that will repeat until the end of time. I’m just so mad for no reason. This game is taking a toll on me and I can’t wait for it to be over.

“Just tell us about the next quest sweetie,” Daamin says once I’ve calmed down.

“Did you just call her sweetie,” Kai asks.

“Kay you better start talking about the next challenge,” I look into her eyes. “Or else, I swear I’m going to put so many holes in you Daamin won’t know which one to fill.”

“If you insist,” Kay rolls her eyes.

“I do insist.”

“Well, the next quest is the hardest, a real challenge. It’s the only quest with a real price for failure. If you die on the next quest you respawn at level one without any of the items you’re carrying or on the ones stored on this server. Essentially, it’s a full character reset. But there’s a small chance that you really die. I might have taken some shortcuts when coding everything to lock people in the game.”

“Why would you do that,” Kai asks.

“The quest is designed so you can get the first three pieces of code in any order but this next piece needs to be retrieved last. It’s a deterrent to keep people from beating the game. There’s a change in difficulty from here on out,” Kay explains.

“You said that you were upset nobody had completed the game yet, but you made it impossible,” Daamin says. “Nobody would willing to risk life and death.”

“It’s not impossible baby,” she runs a hand along his scaly face. “It’s just really hard. That’s why I wanted to make sure you were all ready for the fact that you could lose everything you earned in the game, including your life.”

“You know what I think cyberpunk is about,” Kai asks.

“No but I’m sure you’ll tell us,” Kay responds.

“I think cyberpunk is about the perversion of a capitalistic society. A society where businesses will provide great technology to people, without explaining how it destroys their lives. It’s a world where greed rules over everything else and every piece of optimism hides a dirty little secret. The secret is that the monsters win. But who are the monsters? The corporations, the billionaires? It’s people.” Kai pauses for a second, “Kay, I think you’re a monster. Because of Daamin I thought there may be some redeeming qualities to you, but there aren’t. You just keep showing us you’re a bad person.”

“Am I monster,” Kay questions. “Yes, I am. Just like both of you. Alexandre, you’re a very violent man who can’t control or even understand his own emotions. At least I know what I want and don’t have violent outbursts. Kai, poor little Kai. You know exactly what you want, and you’re too scared to take it. Instead you pretend to be some dime store therapist and guide people to their true selves. But you’re too afraid to be who you really want to be.”

“Maybe we should just get going towards the next quest,” Daamin speaks over Kay. “If we’re all still willing to go. I don’t have anything to lose so I’m still in.”

“I’m not waiting for someone else to get us out of here,” I say.

“Well, if my monster buddy is in, I guess I’m in too,” Kai rolls his eyes.

1.26 - Channel Orange


We make our way outside without any real trouble. There was a moment when they wanted to declare Daamin the new Snake Prince, but other than that we were able to pass without any issue. Kay and Daamin seem to have made up and bonded over their combined efforts to murder The Snake Prince due to jealousy. But Kai, what the fuck Kai? Kai and I still can’t look each other in the face. We move through the crowd of onlookers viewing the body of the splattered Snake Prince, finding anywhere to look besides at each other.  

“Next piece of code is on the other side of the city,” Kay cheerfully walks hand and hand with Daamin.

“Cool, I’ll ride with you guys,” I follow along.

Daamin extends a hand to stop me, “sorry, we’re going to have a talk about our future.”

“Let’s go,” Kai speaks to me for the first time since he decided two mouths are better than one.

The GPS coordinates we’re given are on the complete opposite side of the city. According to game lore, it’s a rogue financial district that began when poor citizens banded together to lend each other money instead of going to banks. Even if the amounts were small, over time the district grew. Unfortunately, it’s a two hour drive even if we take the underground highway. I don’t like the idea of being alone with Kai what if he tries something else? What if he tries to hold my hand or something?

“Alright, I guess I’m driving,” Kai summons a car the resembles a Dodge Viper but much wider and higher, a luxury car with a sports car profile. The paint switches between blue, purple and pink as the sun hits it in different colors. Another of Kai’s flashy cars.

The passenger door lifts up towards the sky with Kai staring straight ahead, waiting for me to get in even after Daamin and Kay have left. I slowly sit in the seat. The door closes and the seatbelt wraps around me. I try not to flinch as he pulls off. Why would he kiss me? We could have talked about it first. We could have just killed The Snake Prince like Daamin and Kay did. There wasn’t any point to kissing me and he just did it without question. Three times, he kissed me three times. I could get past the first, that was just a kiss on the cheek. It’s normal to kiss on the cheek in lots of countries. The second, okay, heat of the moment, he thought it would be enough. But the third? Why did he put so much effort into it? He didn’t have to use his tongue on me. Why would Kai act like that?

“We’re not going to talk about what happened,” Kai asks without looking at me.

I don’t answer him, I just turn on the radio and look out the window. Some sad country song about digital memories plays. The scenery quickly changes as we enter the tunnel. Kai does the speed limit, which isn’t like him. He drives fast, extremely fast, but he’s the best driver that I know.

Kai turns off the radio, “we really need to talk.”

“I don’t have anything to talk about I’m fine.”

“You’re not fine,” Kai sighs.

“Yeah, I’m fine.”

“You just kissed a man. No, you were kissed by a man and you’ve barely said a word since. It’s normal for a lot of people but I don’t think you usually go for me. So no, I don’t think you’re fine.”

“It’s you, I’m fine,” I stare at the tunnel windows.

Kai doesn’t answer for a while, “I’m sorry. I just wanted to make it believable, I didn’t expect it to go as far as we did. I should have spoken with you before I just went for it. That was wrong of me, and I hope you could forgive me. But I understand if you never want to speak with me again.”

“You couldn’t make it believable without us making out? No, you made out with me, I tried to pull away and you didn’t let me.”

“Woah,” Kai comes to a complete stop. Car horns blast as others swerve around us. “I don’t remember it that way. I initiated the kiss but that wasn’t all me.”

“You had one of your little robots shoot me then you put your tongue down my throat.”

“No. I had one of my drones shoot you, so you’d open your mouth and stop talking. You were telling The Snake Prince we kiss all the time. I initiated the kiss by shooting you and I’m sorry for that. I did it and it happened. I tried to pulled away but you were the one who took it to the next level. You even grabbed my ass. I just tried to keep the same energy after you started telling everyone I was yours and The Snake Prince couldn’t have me. You told everyone I was sexy in a skirt.”

I’ve known Kai for a long time, I know when he’s lying to me. He’s 30 but his voice still cracks when he lies, and he can’t look me in the eye either. Right now, his voice is as clear as ever and there’s nothing but honesty, and pain, in his eyes. Maybe I did kiss him back, I can’t remember. I’m sure he’s hurting right now because he’s visibly upset and on the verge of tears. I’ve never seen Kai cry, but I’ve heard him cry while we’ve played games and talked about life. I saw the streaks of tears on his face when I respawned. I know he cries a lot. I hate it when Kai cries. It makes me sad even when I haven’t done anything and there’s nothing I can do.

“I have my drones record everything, I have video if you don’t believe me.”

“You don’t have to do that. Kai, I’m sorry. I really don’t remember everything from back there. In my mind, you just went for it with everything you’ve got. But I’m looking at you right now and I can tell you aren’t lying. My emotions are swirling because of that kiss and I don’t know how to feel. I don’t know why I did what I did. I don’t know what to do next, but I don’t want to hurt you. I’d never do that intentionally.”

“I’m sorry too. I started something, and we both went too far.”

“What do we do now,” I ask as another car flies by blowing its horn.

“We should drive,” Kai takes off. “Other than that, I don’t know.”

“Are we still be friends?”

Kai holds up his wrist, “that’s what the bracelet says.”

I run my fingers along my own bracelet, “best friends forever?”

“Glad we can put this behind us,” Kai smiles.

“Great because I drank way too much.”

“Yeah, you’re not a good drinker.”

“I don’t even drink in real life,” I laugh.

“Do me a favor, promise not to start.”

“I won’t start because my memories are still a little foggy, and I swear I don’t know where Kay got a chainsaw.”

“You’re not the only one, I was completely sober, and she just came out of nowhere with it,” I’m glad she did.

We continue to joke around as if nothing happened as we keep moving, passing underground shops, casinos and everything else. It reminds me of Chicago the way there’s a group of people basically living their lives down here in tunnels. I know Kai is joking now, and I’m laughing too but I don’t know if I’m really fine. I don’t know if Kai can really be my best friend anymore. We’ve crossed a line that can’t really be uncrossed. Digital or not, I still feel his lips, firm but softer than I’d expect a man’s would be; I still remember. There’s no time for me to digest what happened, I just have to move on and put it behind me and take on whatever comes next.

1.25 – The Mack


 

The Lunar Ball is nothing short of impressive. We’re all up on the roof of the building, no less than two hundred floors high. Tonight, the tree has somehow managed to climb the entire height of the building and blossomed, displaying white flowers that somehow provide a sense of euphoria. The moon is brighter than it’s ever been in this game and is even accompanied by stars somehow. Kay really put a lot of work into this harem fantasy of hers. Even if none of us want to be here we have to admit that the ambiance and atmosphere are unmatched.  

“He’s been making eyes at me all night,” Kai complains.

I take a long sip of my drink, “well you look cute,” I joke.

“Are you drunk,” Kai asks, with faint hints of red in his cheeks.

“I’m just trying to keep up with Daamin. You wouldn’t believe how much he can drink, and still not get drunk.”

“How many have you had?”

“About three beers and four of whatever these are. He’s got me by a few, but I’m catching up,” I give him a thumbs up.

Kai finishes my drink, “sober up, I want the code tonight so we can leave.”

I would love to get the code and get out of here tonight, but I just don’t see it happening. We still don’t have any idea where the code is or how to get it. I grab another beer from the bar and make my way through the party. It’s a weird event. Mostly NPCs as it seems like there’s only a few players who come here. Not to win some item or complete a quest but because they’ve found out about the secret spa and resort thing going on. I find Daamin and Kay sitting on opposite sides of a small square table not speaking to each other. Several drinks cover Daamin’s side of the table, but Kay seems to be focused on the Snake Prince and his table on an elevated stage near the edge of the roof. I grab a chair and drag it over to the table taking a seat between them.

“Wow, you two look like you’re having a great time,” I try to start up a conversation.

“Oh, I’m great, just great,” Daamin says in a clearly agitated voice.

“Asshole,” Kay responds.

“I’m the asshole? You dragged us to your secret harem and haven’t been able to stop drooling since we got here,” Daamin responds.

“I’m not talking to you, I’m talking to this asshole,” Kay points at me.

“Now, how did I get involved in this,” I take a sip of beer. “Oh, wait, I came over by myself. I just wanted to ask why you guys can’t work it out?”

“Because she still hasn’t stopped lusting after the perfect man she created,” Daamin argues.

“Relax, he’s not even real,” Kay waves her hand.

“I’m going to get another beer because you’re ruining the mood. I’d rather help Kai look for the code.”

I make my way through the crowd listening to the idle chatter of NPCs and the few players showing off their formal attire. I have to admit some of them are making me feel bad about going with the cheap tuxedo. Then again, I’ve never once used formal attire in this game before so I never had a reason to change it up or even let Kai customize it. I should find Kai, and get him to customize it now. That’s a great idea.

“Attention guests,” The Snake Prince has stepped to the front of the stage. “I have an announcement to make.”

“I hope he jumps,” Kai appears behind me.

“Kai, I was looking for you buddy. Hey, can you make this tuxedo look good?”

“What? Now? You don’t even like my fashion sense. You complained about the overalls when I tried to change you look.”

“I’m sorry, I didn’t realize you were trying to upgrade me, I’m so bassssic,” I used the letter s a few too many times on that. “I’m basssic. Other players look fancy and I don’t But you made me look cool. You always look cool and I was just scared of looking cool with you. It draws attention, and I don’t like attention.”

“Dre, you’re drunk,” Kai looks down and shakes his head, but I can see he’s smiling.

“That is why tonight, I plan to present this,” I forgot Snake Prince was talking. “The Heart of The Serpent God to my true love,” he holds up a giant necklace of green and yellow jewels. In the center a massive jewel swirling with color.

“That’s the damn code,” I snap my finger.

“You need to sober up so we can take it,” Kai elbows me in the ribs.

“We don’t need to take it. He’s about to give it to you,” I shrug.

The Snake Prince scans the crowd before stepping down from the stage and heading directly towards us, stopping in front of Kai. “From the moment I have laid eyes on you I have desired for you to my wife,” The Snake Prince speaks to Kai.

“He’s a man,” Kay shouts from the crowd causing several gasps.

“It’s pretty obvious. If you saw him in a skirt, it might be an easy mistake,” I take another sip of beer.

“Shut up,” Kai punches me in the side.

“It makes no difference to me,” The Snake Prince responds.

“Can’t do it,” Kai responds.

“Why not,” The Snake Prince inches closer, aggressively this time.

“I’ve already got someone,” Kai lies, causing me to smile.

“Who,” Snake Prince leans in to ask.

Kai scans the crowd quickly before taking my hand, “Dre.”

“Oh shit, what the fuck,” I can’t stop myself from responding in shock.

“This drunkard,” Snake Prince responds. “Have you gone insane? He cannot provide for you the way that I can. He can barely stand in his drunken stupor. A peasant in comparison to my fortune. No class,” he continues to discuss all the ways I’m terrible.

“I love him,” Kai shouts at the top of his lungs. “I’ll always love him until my dying breath,” he’s a good actor.

“Kiss him,” Snake Prince responds calmly.

“What,” I ask.

“If he loves you, he’ll kiss you. Right now, while we all watch.”

Kai quickly kisses me on the cheek, “There, I kissed him.”

“No, that’s a family kiss,” Snake Prince holds firm.

“Dude, are you some kind of pervert,” I ask him.

“I just want to see if the love of my life is truly in love with another.”

“Nah you’re just a pervert. You should go see Kay, you’ll love each other. In fact, I think you were made just for her,” I respond. “It’s makes perfect sense why you’d be a pervert now.”

“Dre,” Kai looks at me. I turn to see what he wants but I can’t speak before he gives me a quick kiss on the lips. “Can you fuck off now and give us the code you’ve been hiding.”

“Are you making a mockery of me,” Snake Prince begins another long diatribe.

“Listen,” I cut him off. “Snake Prince, I mean, you know the rules of the game. I mean, Kai just chose me.”

“Open mouth,” Snake Prince responds.

“You keep raising the ante, this shit is getting ridiculous. I’m getting way too sober to be playing into whatever freaky fetishes that Kay programmed you with,” I respond.

“Dre, I’m sorry about this,” Kai whispers so only I hear him.

“Sorry about what?”

One of his small spherical drones shoots me in the foot with a laser. I open my mouth to shout only for Kai to meet me with an aggressive kiss. Why would he do that?  I try to pull away, but he’s got a hand on my head and is actively trying to tie our tongues in a knot. He’s really giving it his all. I try to pull away for air but he bites my bottom lip and pulls me back. Just when I think surrender is my only way out he finally lets me go.

The crowd cheers. They enjoyed the scene. I expect them to, that’s how Kay programmed them. It’s all part of her fantasy. Kai took her place and suddenly with the kiss, I’ve taken the role of The Snake Prince for this plotline. I’m dumbfounded, suddenly completely sober, clearheaded and staring at the ground beneath me. I’m lightheaded and it feels like the world beneath me is spinning, and my heart is beating out of my chest. I want to look at Kai and ask what’s wrong with him, but my mouth won’t work. I want to run away and find any other place to be but my legs simply will not move.  

“It is clear that you are both in love, so we shall duel produce your weapon,” The Snake Prince commands of me as his servants bring a wooden case containing a large pistol with a snake wrapping the handle.

“When I kill you, I can have the necklace,” I just need to get out of here.

“If you can kill me, take it.”

I draw my Excalibur II and step back, putting space between us. The crowd moves out of the way, hoping to avoid a stray shot. I can’t seem to focus, all I hear is their applause, and shouting from the kiss. I spot Kai out of the corner of my eye, and I can’t tell if he’s mortified or satisfied with himself. He catches my glance and looks away, but not with an emotion that’s entirely shame. I turn back to the Snake Prince who is taking aim already. I fumble Excalibur II as I struggle to aim with a gun I’ve never used before, or is it the kiss? Am I going to die because I can’t handle a kiss? Seriously, what the fuck Kai?

The sound of a chainsaw and shouting snaps me back to the present.  

The Snake Prince is calling out in pain as a chainsaw has torn through his back and out his torso. Kay stands there, still powering the chainsaw proudly as she’s covered in his blood. She finally rips it free and snatches the necklace. The Snake Prince still struggles to stand, not yet defeated.

Daamin provides a gentle push sending The Snake Prince tumbling off the roof hundreds of floors down. We don’t hear a crash all the way up here and I’m sure there’s some shouting or a car horn as he hits the ground but, on the roof, it’s dead silent.

“Did I do that,” Daamin asks.

“Yeah, we did it,” Kay says.  

Kay slams the necklace on the ground before stomping it to pieces. From the broken pieces she lifts a data drive. A familiar light shines down on her and the quest completion notification sounds as she claims the third piece of data.

1.24 - Mind Playing Tricks


 

We’re seated in a large gymnasium that seats a few hundred people. The Snake Prince has given us seats at the top so that we can witness the full spectacle of the game. For now, a wall is being built between the two sides of the floor and a metal hoop being hung sideways on a wall opposite the crowd. Shit, we’ve been here three days, and I just remembered this isn’t a vacation. Why would I ever go on vacation with Kay?

“Kay,” I shout at her.

“What is it Alex,” she’s been in a great mood since we got here.

“How do we get the code so we can leave?”

“Code, I don’t remember any code.”

Usually, I’d call her a liar and threaten to shoot her but I think she’s telling the truth. I just remembered the code now. We’ve been eating great food, visiting hot springs, taking in musical performances. All while forgetting what our goal was. Daamin has even forgotten he was upset with Kay now that I think about.

“Kai, did The Snake Prince ever tell us where the code was,” I ask.

“The code? The code,” he seems shocked. “I forgot the code.”

“Did you guys say code,” Daamin asks. “How did we forget the code,” he asks in a panic.

“He’s been keeping us distracted, maybe even drugging us. Great meals, relaxation, entertainment,” I list the benefits.

“Daamin,” Kai turns to him. “How did Goku get out The Snake Princess’ Castle?”

Daamin thinks for a moment, “he pledged allegiance to Chi-Chi and Gohan.”

“Well, that isn’t going to work,” I look back to the construction of the wall.

“I love my family and I’m loyal to them,” Kai says and looks around. “Well, that didn’t work. I guess we’re going to need a new option.”

A trumpet plays a quick tune as the game begins. One team stands on each side of the wall passing a ball back and forth. They attempt to get the ball through the hoop with each pass, but it seems near impossible from where I’m sitting. Points are awarded if the opposite team lets the ball hit the ground or doesn’t make it over the wall. One team manages to get the ball through the hoop and are instantly declared the winners. There’s still twelve minutes left on the clock, and they were down by eight points, but they’ve won. I don’t pretend I understand the game. With the game over, The Snake Prince takes to the court to make an announcement.

“Tomorrow night, I’ll be having my annual Lunar Ball on the surface. I hope you will all be in attendance. I will be presenting my heart to the woman who will wed me,” The Snake Prince winks at Kai.

“I keep telling him I’m not a woman and I’ve got no interest,” Kai is obviously annoyed. “The bastard keeps ranting about how I’ll fall in love, and it’ll be great.”

“Well tell him a different way, make him get the point,” Kay is turning bright red, obviously fuming.

“We really need to talk about you trapping us in your memory wipe harem. This shit is weird and when I figure out how to get out, I’m going to shoot you again. I’ve got a brand-new shotgun and I’m going to love breaking it in on you. I hope it sends you flying,” I threaten her.

“This is my fantasy, and I won’t have it ruined by you two assholes,” Kay shouts.

“We know it’s your fantasy you undercover pervert,” I respond.

“Who are you calling a pervert you asshole.”

“Asshole asshole asshole, we get it, I’m an asshole. But who trapped a million people in her game so she can get her rocks off with snake people. Or is it just reptiles in general?”

“Asshole,” Kay shouts.

“Will you stop,” Daamin speaks up, his voice a few octaves deeper than normal. “Kay, you’re the asshole here. You’re jealous of Kai because he’s living in the nightmare that is the harem you designed for yourself. You’re mad at Alexandre because he kidnapped you but what was he supposed to do? I love this game world; a lot of people do. I would gladly stay here the rest of my life, but most people want to go home, and you were just going to leave us here. On top of that you played me. You made me feel like you cared about me then as soon as you got in front of your harem you acted like I didn’t even exit. Fuck you Kay, seriously. Fuck you,” Daamin storms down the bleachers and out of sight.

“I don’t think I’ve ever heard him use a bad word,” Kai says once we’ve all taken a moment to breathe.

“I’m going to shoot you an extra time just for making my friend feel bad,” I smile at Kay before I follow after Daamin.

“Don’t leave me with this devil,” Kai follows.

1.23 - Snake Prince


 

“Snake Prince,” The NPC says pointing to The Snake Prince

The Snake Prince is a massive and muscular man with tan skin and long black hair. Wearing nothing but a pair of sandals and red shorts that stop above his knee as he sits on a throne of gold and a deep purple colored fabric. Portions of his flesh are covered with dark red scales that sparkle as the light hits them. His forearms are entirely covered in scales and silver bracelets that end with two hands that are more claws than hands. A silver chain with a circular medallion featuring a coiled snake sits on his chest. For all intents and purposes, he appears to be a prince from an old school film set in the Middle East. He doesn’t seem to fit the cyberpunk motif but a lot of stuff we came across in The Badlands didn’t fit either.

“Ah, a friend of reptiles,” The Snake Prince stands to give Daamin a strong handshake and hug as if they had been friends for a long time.

“An honor,” Daamin truly seems excited meeting someone else who had reptile DNA spliced, even if The Snake Prince is an NPC.

“Goddess Kay,” The Snake Prince bows to Kay and kisses her hand. Kay blushes and giggles causing Daamin to look annoyed.

“Greetings, I hope that we can be friends,” The Snake Prince extends his hand to me.

“Nice to meet you, I’m Alexandre, but you can call me,” I don’t get to finish my sentence before he moves on to Kai.

“Hello beautiful,” He bows as he greets Kai. “If I did not know better, I would assume you to be one the Goddess’s creations. Your beauty is simply unmatched,” The Snake Prince kisses Kai’s hand.

Kai stares at me in shock, “hello,” he responds with confusion.

I can spot Kay’s face, a combination of rage and shock as she looks on. The Snake Prince gives us the introduction about how he came to be. He was importing illegal snakes, and his truck collided with another carrying some radioactive waste. I don’t need Daamin to tell me that’s Daredevil or Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles. I’m young enough to remember the theory about them both being born from the same accident. I’m more concerned about the dynamics of our group shifting. I’m a complete nonfactor at the moment, and I’m fine with that. However, The Snake Prince seems to be in love with Kai who is disturbed. Kay seems angry at Kai for taking the attention of The Snake Prince and Daamin seems to be upset that Kay is obviously in love with The Snake Prince. This is a love square that I want nothing to do with. Kai appears to look like he just wants to get out of here.

“Hey do you know where the code is,” Kai interrupts The Snake Prince, getting to the point.

“I do not know where the code is, but I shall find it if you desire it,” The Snake Prince promises with another bow. “For now, relieve yourself of any worries. Please, enjoy my kingdom. Although it is meek, it provides all that you would need and more.”

We’re ushered away quickly by NPCs before we can discuss what we’ve heard. Kay seems to be loving the situation, but Daamin is visibly bothered even now as we go further away from the snake prince. Usually, he doesn’t take things hard and bounces back pretty quickly so this might be a long term issue if it’s not dealt with soon enough.

When we finally stop we’re several floors below the surface. A massive Japanese style hot spring takes up this floor with a wall separating men and women. Daamin and I are separated from Kay and Kai. I get a chuckle as Kai fights off the NPCs and proclaims his manhood.

“I am a man, get your hands off me,” Kai snatches away from an NPC. “I said get off me, you’re climbing up the wrong cherry tree,” Kai squares up to launch a punch before they give in.  

I’m the first one out of the locker rooms and flinch as I enter the hot springs. It had to be a woman who came up with the idea of hot spring, they’re the only people who like water this hot. I place my wet towel on the stones and sink a little lower into the spring. To my surprise the stab wound is instantly healed and I’m given a health buff. Kai reaches the spring and nearly loses his mind at the heat.

“Stop being scared, it’s relaxing once you’ve spent a few seconds in here,” I offer him my hand. “You can hold my hand if you’re scared,” I laugh.

“I’m not scared,” he flings his towel aside, giving me a full moon and easing into the water.

“You didn’t need to flash me,” I look away.

“56% of men have signs of body dysmorphia but don’t know how to express. You should see a therapist about getting over your body issues. It’s a video game, it’s not even your real body.”

“I don’t need to see a therapist when I’ve got you,” I laugh.

“I can only do so much, and sometimes you might have complaints about me that you need to speak with someone else about.”

“Do you go to therapy Kai?”

“Of course, 2 hour session once a month.”

“Do you talk about me to your therapist?”

“Of course.”

“What,” I’m surprised by the loudness of my own voice.

Daamin joins us, still moping but putting an end to our conversation for now. Kai and I whisper about who is going to bring up the topic because neither of us wants to be the guy. I already had the Leukemia talk with him and apparently Kia doesn’t know how to deal with happy people.  

“Kay is a real pervert,” I dodge the topic entirely.

“What,” Daamin asks.

“She’s got us naked in a secret hot spring underground separated by a fence with obvious peepholes in it,” I point out.

“I didn’t even notice the peephole,” Kai laughs. “She’s really putting those groin and chest sliders to use.”

“I don’t know anything about that. I’m not sneaking any peeks,” I tease him.

“There’s a guy in the locker room, just walking around with no towel. Can’t miss it. I don’t even have that much in game, let alone real life.”

“Kai are you sure I’m a prude? I think you might just be a little too open. You might be a, what do you call it? A lecher,” I pause trying to remember the meaning of the word. “Yeah, you’re a lecher.

“I’m going to pretend I know what means and be offended,” Kai pouts in an exaggerated manner, crossing his arms.

After a few glances with Kai I give in, “Daamin, aren’t you supposed to tell us this was from anime or something?”

Daamin sighs, “It’s from Dragon Ball Z. The episode where Goku is running snake way and comes across The Snake Princess’ castle and she tries to keep him there with food and comforts, but he manages to escape,” he answers with none of the usual enthusiasm.

“Is it about Kay,” I just rip the bandage off.

“She was all over him,” Daamin smacks the water drawing attention from a few others. “Why would she do that? I was right there?”

“How long have you two been a thing?”

“Since you flatlined and Kai went chasing after.”

“I want to tell you, it’s just a game, but I can see your feelings are real. I’ve been cheated on before, a few different times. It’s not easy to deal with.”

“We spent all night together. We made promises,” Daamin is clearly upset.

“Hey, don’t get down. She’s looking, but she hasn’t done anything. Everyone looks. But she still loves you,” I’m lying. I don’t think Kay is capable of love. I think she has a reptile fetish and that’s it.

We don’t discuss much else before we’re told to exit the springs because Dinner is ready. We’re each equipped with a formal kimono as we enter the banquet hall. I’m thinking Kay may be obsessed with anime as well. We’re instructed to take a seat on cushions around a large table. Daamin chooses to put Kai and I between his seat and Kay who doesn’t seem to notice as I’m sitting right next to her and she hasn’t called me an asshole yet. We’re joined by several men almost as large and muscular as The Snake Prince. Some wear kimonos, others lack shirts. Each has a portion of their body replaced with obvious snake parts; a hand here, eyes there, scales across shoulders. One lacks legs, his lower body instead a snake’s tail made up of scales, lights and various electronic parts. He coils his tail and takes a seat at the table. The lust in Kay’s eyes is undeniable. The Snake Prince introduces the other men as his council of intelligence, hard at work searching for the code. We’re instructed to eat each dish together as it is introduced by the chef.

“Are you enjoying the food my darling,” The Snake Price stares into Kai’s eyes.

“It’s wonderful,” Kay answers the question not meant for her.

As dinner finishes The Snake Prince asks Kai, “Would you like to share my chamber for tonight?”

“I’ll pass,” Kai answers with no hesitation.

“I understand, you wish to relax with your friends this evening. Perhaps soon, you will chose to join me,” The Snake Prince winks as he’s escorted out.  

Kai, Daamin and I are taken to a room with three mattress pads lined up on a wooden floor. I’ve never slept on a mattress pad before, but it’s more comfortable than I expected. Kai and I joke about The Snake Prince’s advances and how nice it is to have a real vacation.

“Will you guys stop,” Daamin sighs.

“Sorry to get you down,” Kai jokes.  

“Chill, he’s heartbroken,” I’m serious.

“It’s not like you two would know what that means,” Daamin says.

“I’ve been in love before, and I’ve been hurt before too,” I respond. “I even took it out on my friends like you’re doing right now. I just want you to know, we support you and we’re here to talk if you need us.”

“Alright,” Kai has finally decided to speak up. “Love comes and goes in many different forms throughout life. One of the saddest kinds of love is the kind where you do everything you can to make a person love you and they just never will even if they’re perfect for you. It hurts a lot, a pain that you carry with you forever just knowing they’ll never have those mutual feelings. An unrequited love is truly one of the greatest sadnesses in life. If you’re not careful it’ll lead to a life of despair. But you’re past that, you fell and love and gave it a shot. It didn’t work so you have to move on,” Kai is great at this stuff. “You feel bad right now, and that’s good. It’s a sign that you still feel, a sign that you’re still here in the present.”

“Well said Kai,” I respond.

“It’s easy for you two to give advice on love when you’re so gay for each other and don’t even know it,” Daamin laughs.

“Man, you’re being a real jerk,” I respond.

Kai responds with by smashing a pillow over Daamin’s head with an almost lethal amount of force. I can’t believe I’m about to have a pillow fight at 30 is all I can think of as Daamin launches pillows at Kai and I. The pillow almost takes my neck off when I feel another smash into my abdomen. I don’t remember pillows landing so hard when I was young. I retaliate with a swing taking Daamin’s legs from beneath him. Only for Kai to betray me with a pillow to the back. It’s a vicious fight and there’s no winner at the end but it seems like Daamin managed to good some frustration out.